to keep a roof over my head between freelance jobs, i work as a "teaching nanny" for a family with two small children. lately i have been feeling a little restless and bored and in need of a change. among other things, i'm seriously considering a move out of state.
soooo, yesterday i "tested the waters" with my employers to see if this might be a good time for me to leave them and the kids' mom started crying and said "i don't know what we would do without you". shit.
i love the kids and it will be hard to leave. it's also nice to be appreciated but when the appreciation is phrased so desperately it makes me want to run.
i usually know when the time is right to move on from situations but i can see that this is going to be hard.