yesterday's feeling of clammy happiness is replaced today with a sense of...irritation? edginess? i'm sure part of it has to do with tomorrow's anniversary but i think it also has to do with some unresolved shit between me and someone i know. i have been wanting to tell this person off and haven't because as much as i want to, it won't change anything. he proved himself completely untrustworthy and dishonest and it bothers me to be wasting so much internal energy on someone like him. perhaps i will write down what i want to say to him then throw it away so that i can get it out of my head once and for all.

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