i just spent the evening as an invited "3rd wheel" for my neighbor. a guy we both know likes her and she wanted me to be there and it was so apparent that they like each other that i found myself feeling sad for myself. (not because of anything they said or did...). i can't remember ever feeling the way i did tonight and i hope i never do again. if i were to write what i am really feeling right now i know i would regret and erase it so i will just say goodnight.

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