since my bday i have been in what can only be called an atypical mood, which has also included a lot of drinking (also atypical). this is not good. i either need to snap out of shy mode all on my own or forget about trying to meet new people cause this drinking is just about doing me in. (and yes, the amount of drinking would be miniscule to most people but it's bad for me...)
in conclusion, there is no conclusion except that i need to get my shit together, fast.