if i drink anything over 2 beers, i get fairly drunk. my usual "going-out" rate is once a week. lately i've been going out every-other night and drinking more.
around the time of my birthday i made the decision to try to meet some new people and be more social in general. i've done both those things but always with the presence of alcohol and this makes me wonder if my shyness is some kind of chronic condition. (seriously.)
anyway, after seeing my dad this week and having one more drinking encounter last night, i have decided to end the social experiment. i'm not lonely per se, i have friends and a good life and i don't want to continue a pattern that will only make me miserable.
and now, back to more of the usual crap you expect of this diary.