and outed this page to two, yes two people tonight. i am secretive bordering on psychopathic so this was a huge leap of faith for me.
oh, and i kissed someone i've always wanted to kiss tonight. but i was too tired and tipsy and i think he just wanted to get laid, so i ran away. and so did he. we may remain in the realm of "never was" forever, and that's okay. que sera, sera.