E. called me yesterday to ask if I want to go out to dinner on Valentine's Day and I suggested we go...the night before. I'm probably just being stupid but I really don't want to be with him on Valentine's Day. Partly because I am starting to feel like I might have made a mistake in sending him away and partly because I am afraid of what HE might be thinking.
In conclusion, I am fearful and neurotic. Thank you and come again.