Two people whom I love and respect have given me their advice...and it jibes with my gut so here goes...
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I am done with the hand wringing, the wondering why, the pining. You know how I feel. You know where I am. If things ever change for you, let me know. I will be honest: I've toyed with the idea of an all-out push - a hoochie move - but it's just not me. I'm not a chaser and especially in this circumstance...it doesn't feel right. Something profound happened between us that night in March. I remain open to whatever else may come, but I am not going to spend any more time wondering. It is becoming far too painful. The door remains open...that's all I can do.
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