is a bad, bad thing.
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Re-reading some stuff from the past few months...I can see the truth of my emotions shining through the lie of the words on the page. Yes, at one level I am very accepting of the way it is currently playing out. But underneath that optimism is sadness that I cannot shake.
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Also, I feel a need once again to clarify the medical stuff - as recently stated, I AM okay - but there are certain options being pushed at me as "preventive" measures and that's making me a tad frantic. I have been dealing with this for so long...usually it's just part of my life. But sometimes when I am feeling fragile in other areas, I get more intense about the health stuff. Anyway, since more of my "real life" friends are reading this now, I didn't want anyone to worry needlessly.
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Three times in the past week I have heard people use the expression "Chop-Chop" in telling someone else to hurry. I have a vague notion that the phrase is related to some bad racial slur...
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Tomorrow night I'm going to see the Cramps, who must be about 900 years old by now. They're playing at the loathsome House of Blues but I will overcome my hatred of that place with my love of the band.
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My nephew reads almost as much as I do. It's nice to have another book freak in the family.
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