After months of barely-contained desire, I think JOZKA is finally realizing how badly he wants me. Sure, we've shared the camaraderie, the hugs, the beer...but I always sensed there was something he was holding back...something big. Something really, really big.
And Diary, I can't say I'm surprised...he's not the first diaryland man to fall hard for me. But what do I do, diary? How do I tell him that my heart belongs to another? I must remain true to my one real love, the Dude. Oh diary, dear, dear, diary...how can I break yet another young heart? I weep.
Love, Lass.