I love waking up at 5:30. Seriously. It's having to STAY awake that's a problem.
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Woke up feeling like I want to jettison much of what I own in order to make the move less daunting. But what I've really been feeling like this week is that I want to walk out of here, lock the door behind me, and head for the airport.
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S. is sounding more exhausted every time we speak -- he has a busy week and weekend, then another busy week, then he's coming here...he told me last night he feels at home yet "displaced" and I know the feeling...I hate living amid boxes.
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Yesterday I stopped at a Starbucks before heading into the office and I was struck by the fact that 2 of the 3 people in line ahead of me ordered thusly: "Give me a...". Not "I'd like..." or "A blah blah blah please". Give me. I think I've probably said that myself but yesterday it just struck me as rude.
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Today is the office/charges combo platter...I feel like I'm on
auto-pilot this week - too much work and not enough time off. I have a shitload of things to get done on Friday, so even that is not going to feel like much of a day off. But at least it will give me some sorely needed time in my own head.
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If I can find my way into my own head, that is.
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