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...is a long time to wonder why.
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There is still an agonizing grief and sadness...your legacy for your friends and family...it's inside all of them, waiting to be triggered by one of your songs on the radio or a stupid joke you once told...
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You went into the garage and inhaled...and exhaled...until you fell into a final long slumber...
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The rest are still here, eight years later, wondering what was that thing they missed...what didn't they see or hear in you...wondering how they failed you.
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