Here's a shitty way to end your weekend: realizing that the person who professes to love you best has merely been tolerating your presence. And barely, at that.
Things are not ok and I doubt they will be anytime soon. But I've survived worse than this and I'm doing what I need to do to extricate myself from the situation. I've got no one here to help me through any of this. (But realizing I'm completely alone in this has, oddly enough, given me the strength to do what I need to do.) Go me.
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