loads of nightmares this week - the worst was one where i was at a train station with baby j., who was toddling around as i was trying to gather our things up to get on the train. just as the train came hurtling down the tracks, j. stepped out onto them. i could see the train coming in and him about to get killed but i could not reach him.
also had another in which my mom was seriously altered - as if she had had a stroke or some other bad brain injury, and i was trying to help her but she didn't realize anything was wrong with her.
just a big ball of cheery this week.