i am truly sorry for your anguish. however, you are using it as an excuse to behave just as badly as she has. you continue to live with her despite your constant complaints that she is "not bright", "superficial", "immature", and so on. if all of that is true, ask yourself this: why do you stay? and why the hell do you think getting involved with someone else is going to make anything better for either of you? you asked me what i thought. there it is.

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