The cathartic powers of writing something (even when I later delete it) will never cease to amaze me...
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Unexpected visit from L. this afternoon - it was good to see him. When he was leaving he gave me a nice compliment (he's not usually a smoke-blower) -- ??? I think he was just being nice because I'd spilled my insecure guts on him for an hour, the poor guy...
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It's been raining sporadically all day and the air is heavy and damp. Spring weather makes me feel sexy and lazy...
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Tonight I'm supposed to go out with M. but I think I'll call him and tell him I'm still not feeling well. (Which is the truth...though I could probably rally my lazy ass out of here for an hour or two if I really wanted to...)
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I don't believe I could get any more wistful if I tried...