Got home and immediately ordered more Thai food than I can possibly eat...I have almost no food in the house and didn't feel like stopping at the grocery on the way home.
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My mom told me she's cleaning out her house because she doesn't want her kids having to do it if she dies... Gulp. One of her brothers died suddenly a few months ago and it apparently freaked her out more than any of us knew. While we were cleaning out closets she jokingly said "You'll be glad you don't have to do this if I die" and I said "If you die, I'll be sad and miss you and won't care about any of this stuff."
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Friends are calling and I can't decide if I want to go out later or not...I definitely need some time away from my own head...perhaps I should go.
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I think I'm lonely.